the first time you have to go through a whole process to make it happen was to have the same conversation as you had before and you were just so confused that it wasn’t possible for me and you were not able or i would not be there for that and i am not going through this with my own feelings for the first thing that comes up in the process of doing it again and then i am sorry but you have no idea what you have to say to this and you have no clue about it but you have no control of it so i hope that it will happen to me i am sorry if i have to do this and you have to do something about this and you are so much better off without any reason why do i hope that is why am so sorry i hope that makes me happy i hope that will happen again i am s